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Number eleven. The right time for an inventory. I am not only searching for knowledge about my subjective self but also, being a methodical person (believe it or not), about the system underlying people's behaviour in general. The search does not follow a pre-planned course, though I did have a few plans. As might be expected when starting a search, I ran in the course of the writing process into some of my fears. It indeed turned out to be difficult for me to come forward with my view on astrology. I was aware that only very few people take the trouble to get to know themselves subjectively, and although they secretly read pulp-astrology texts whenever they can, they speak with disdain about it and give it no real further attention. My fear gave me a motive to examine in which way my view on astrology is different and how I could defend this opinion. The necessity to pay close attention to my problem luckily helped me a lot. I hope you can smile, like I can now, about the fears that bothered me.
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